Neo paganism or something else??? HELP please!?

I know some people at the local Unity Church whose spirituality seems somewhat similar to yours, but people in Unity hold differing beliefs, as there's no set church dogma. You might also check out the Unitarian Universalists, who welcome people of all different spiritual paths. You might want a belief system that allows for a pursuit of your own unique spirituality while still being part of a religious community (if, indeed, you wish to be part of a community). There is also a lesser-known religion called Eckankar that you might find interesting.